| What I Have Decided (also posted on my MySpace Blog) |
[08 Jul 2006|10:41pm] |
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(this is in general. not to anyone specific. please don't message me whining about how this makes your pussy soul hurt)
* I don't need to be anything other than myself to be accepted by anyone.
It may have taken me 25 years to come to this rather obvious conclusion
but at least I have finally realized.
* If you call yourself my friend, you shouldn't be judging me or my actions based on your own personal feelings about OUR relationship. Honestly, I can tell when there is weirdness in the air between me and you. My actions don't need to be explained.
* I don't want to walk on eggshells for people anymore. I don't want anyone to have to walk on eggshells for me. I'm not interested in being made to feel like a bad person for how I spend my time.
* If you are looking for someone you can walk all over, I suggest you keep walking. I'm not going to be the scapegoat for the daddy who never hugged you or the mommy who said you weren't pretty. If we are friends, I will listen to your problems and try to help you deal with them but I will not let you make me the bad guy because you need a punching bag. Go to therapy.
* Lying to me is the worst thing you can do. Mostly because I can read most people like a book. Not something I brag about but something I've been able to do since I was really little. No, I don't think it's a Super Power,
I think it's a self defense mechanism I've developed over time so I don't continue to get fucked over by people.
* I'm tired, but I still have a lot of life to live. The road ahead of me is full of opportunities I'm going to take or leave. Change will happen and I will accept it with grace and aplomb
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